*warning*

How much are my actions driven by (%) by

'I don't want them to be right about me'

This often turns out: If they are right about this scummy things I did, and they thought (THIS) about me: 
Then I must be :(what they thought) 

Shadow Work:

Would I be closer to my goals if I WAS all those things they think I am?

Remember - they only see the outcome is the decision I made, not the choices I had before me at the time.  They minds = static (1 or 0) 

I am a gate and I convert 1 / 0